I've heard numerous stories about the evil sickness cycle that occurs once you have children. The child brings home the illness and then it spreads to the whole family. Since Annie has the immune system of Super Woman, I figured I was the one who was going to be susceptible to more illness and I was prepared for this once Macy started going to daycare or school.
What I wasn't prepared for, was how to handle it when I just went and got sick. Thursday afternoon I came down with a sore throat and its just gotten worse everyday. Luckily, there is walk-in clinic up the road from us that is open on Saturdays. On Friday I wasn't sure I was going to try and get medical assistance, but when I woke up Saturday morning, it was clear that riding this one out with homeopathic remedies alone wasn't going to cut it. Around 10 am, I started to hope for a medical coma that would keep me unconscious until this whole thing passed.
As if feeling that awful wasn't bad enough, I am also struggling with the concern of passing along this evil virus to my 7 week old daughter. This has been the worst part. I've been afraid to hold her since Thursday afternoon and I'm now starting to go through Macy withdrawal symptoms, which are almost as bad as the bacterial ones. I'm really hoping that Macy has inherited her mother's immune system.
This afternoon, after my second antibiotic dose, I risked a visit to Macy's baby carrier when she was squirming and being fussy. I'm not sure what came over me or where I found the energy, but I broke into an awful, awful little dance, which Macy seemed to find hysterical. The more I tried to shake my ill body, the more she smiled and coo-ed at me. After about 45 seconds, I was gassed and done dancing for the next few days. But for those few seconds, with my daughter looking at me and smiling from ear to ear, I totally forgot that two hours earlier, I had coughed up my left lung.
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